choosy..

me: eh babe! tomolo i working with you you know *happytired*

koliq toopid: ok....you alone ah? onie for one day?

me: yah lar..wait you want to the pang to the joe wait kenot mah..

koliq toopid: oh yeah ah...so, you want to come 11 or 12?

me: *yeay!* hmmm...ok! i come 11 so go home 8 ah?

koliq toopid: errrmmm...ahhhh...errrmmmm okay wait i call you.

*ring ring*

koliq toopid: amy ah?

me: ah!! ok so??

koliq toopid: eh~ you come at 12 can or not?

me: *blurblankAHA!!* can...ok. so i'll come 12 to 8pm. see you tomorrow *bingitgiler*

i am working through my last days with the company and i've gotten into the 'r.o.d' (run out date) mood. i can't wait to walk out of here and the weird thing is that my sales is getting better. maybe its because i'm happier (to know that i'm blarrdy leaving) and getting in the mood to sell isn't such a torture anymore! *clapclapclap* i'm posted to plaza tomorrow to assist the showroom-in-charge (koliq toopid *snigger*) because another guy broke our two front glass doors last friday. so no one is able to lock or unlock the showroom and working alone is impossible.

the point is, i can't understand why you gave me a choice when i am not entitled to any choices at all?!!! you obviously had to check with another ?!!! before TELLING me to just come and and and *breathes* anyway i hate hate hate it when stuff like above happens ...please do not give me choices when i have NONE to begin with!!!!!! >( >( >( >( what a waste of my time and every second counts tau tau TAU!!!

*readsaboveentryagain*

on the surface we let things like above bother and invade our inner peace and let all hell break loose. we curse and swear and bitch and vent *hurray!forblogging* but if you look below the surface, there's always something even more annoyingly irritating! like when will i will i be famous thingy! or how do we get these parasitic terrorists off our backs from shaming our faith!

:)

che a-HA, if you're reading this blog, i missed you and have always wished you the best, i look forward to the wedding next year ;) meeting you with the future other half was great and che nanin as usual giggly! i wish it was easier for me to be understood but you, che nanin, che lindot and che titot should have surely the 'a-mek dictionary' memorised and ready when we all gather :D this time toksah tunang-tunang lerrr...TROS KAWENG je!! go GO GOOOOOO cellaraid!!!!! hehehehehehe......

stay sane,
amyemeelea

sevenish perfectionish finish ishk ishk ishk...

for poww ;)

seven things that will scare me:
1. losing my mind
2. ok...death
3. eternal silence
4. ignorance
5. numbness
6. disillusionment
7. vision vs idealism

seven things i like the most:
1. my privacy
2. books and more books
3. reading
4. my harem
5. kids (yes...you big babies appeal to me too :))
6. animals
7. debates

seven most important things in my room:
1. you know who you are :D
2. my whole library
3. sinful instant gratification in any form *mueheheheh*
4. handphone
5. blankie of the moment
6. pen
7. paper

seven random facts about me:
1. talk very loudly
2. burp alot
3. enjoy being domesticated
4. have stagefright haha!
5. will do anything for a laugh \cheapthrills/
6. hate needles
7. used to have chronic insomnia

seven things i can do:
1. read the tarot decently
2. deklamasi sajak (recite poetry lar)
3. read anywhere, everywhere and anything
4. inflict a lot of pain if i really really really want to
5. entertain kids below ages of 7 and have all of them think i'm 7 too
6. cook
7. draw

seven things i can't do:
1. define love logically and coherently
2. pretend interest when you're on my black lists (the 's' is there for a reason)
3. talk rationally most of the time
4. find enough time to do everything on my lists
5. tolerate any holier-than-thou attitudes (espescially if they can't be bothered to practice what the preach)
6. touch my nose with my tongue
7. lick my elbows

seven words i say the most:
1. eh babe or ah minah (they tied at first place)
2. eeeEjit!!
3. wahlau
4. otey
5. shoot
6. "hi this is amy"
7. why ah?!

seven celebrity crushes:
1. jostein gardner
2. jalalludin rumi
3. enid blyton
4. paulo coelho
5. milan kundera
6. fatima mernissi
7. douglas adams

seven people i would love to do this!:
1. dad
2. mum
3. terror 1
4. terror 2
5. terror 3
6. cylernkilla
7. and everybody on my blogger list (okay...so i got greedy)

well...i promised myself to sleep early and wake fresh bright and early so that i can sahur, subuh, revise and leave early to run outstanding errands but just had to catch up bits. nyce called to 'catch up' and suddenly felt like i needed to touch base somehow and now :) my essays are due end this month and i have done nothing but read up tips on how to write in APA style lar, tips on creative academic writing lar, how to improve memory and mind mapping lar but didn't get futher than my squiggly first draft :P but as usual lar....procrastinate...procratstinate *ughh* i left my job last week and looking forward to a whole new beginning somewhere, somehow where i don't need to feel like i'm one of the contestants in survivor or any over exagerated reality show where pettiness abound; hopping mad around me like cute adorable but in actual fact, rabid dangerously fatal furry bunnies. and i really *muchmuchmuch* would like to kill and destroy these bunnies in the most inhumane possible ways. too bad most of the time these rabid fatal furry bunnies usually effectively disguise themselves as teamwork and understanding to my blinded by bootlicks, incompetent and stoooooOOOOOOPID managers in charge.

so...thats that and insyaallah this ramadhan will be best of the bestest time for me and us. it is always trying and challenging in a myriad of ways and may He bless us all with purity and peace of mind, body and soul. oh! and wealth in health!!!

stay sane peeps,
amyemeelea