It is DA HOLIDAYS!!! And I’m pretty comfy at home doing my own stuff in front of the pc. It is funny but I relish the fact that, right about now……there is nothing but me, myself and the one called jahat >D I’m actually doing some cleaning *laundry*and I actually did try to sleep in even later *wasonlyoutofbedat1plus* yeap…I am such a pig sometimes but I couldn’t clear my head of lists of things to do. I would love to update about work but after thinking about it, I wouldn’t want to read about more stupid, hateful people anymore than you do. But I’ll save the funny laugh-till-you-fart-bits for time to come. I had to uninstall msn messenger cos I got caught! I kinda knew the mr. office owl and ms. tub-o-shit were also spying on me but I am determined to make this work so when the da boss asked me himself who I was chatting with, I acted on auto and uninstalled it. Better safe than sorry. And the office owl is incidentaly also our system admin guy and he wasn’t shy at all when I caught him roaming live on my desktop while working. *eeeeeeeeeeeewtatot!!!!* so no more reading blogs, no more sweet distractions because I really, really, really would hate it if these peeps could have an inkling of my likes, dislikes and of anything me. And yeap, from the likes of it at work, I wouldn’t want them to have any dirt on me just so that they can stuff it up my ass anytime they like ;) That is how much I want to distance myself from the people at work. nothing personal, just practicing professionalism.
Today is the last day of 2006! And what can I feel proud of 2006 as myself? Did I manage to cross anything off my resolution list? :D but seriously, I forgot what WERE on my list to begin with. Still, I know in whatever I did, I did my best and I’m happy. Highlights of 2006….not in any order of importance of course.
- Moved in with bobby & shikino!!! *sweetrelief*
- my 28th birthday and my elder bro got me my first book of 2006 :D *happygiler*
- my classes and bonding sessions with elder bro…who from now on will be known as don_bugis on my blog *yeay!!!*
- my sushi outing with poww and yunis!!!!! And also my first time meeting with sham *happygilerjugak*
- bobby & shikino incident in march, my wake up call to reality of being... *emomoment*
- unforgettable nite out with fave couple, powwsters and prince harry, wearing my fave micheal jackson leather jacket *hehehe*
- jihn’s wedding!!!!!!! And all weddings in 2006 *metheonoffsappyromantic*
- Suicide in sengkang…nuff said...*mindtrip*
- First time I got a DISTINCTION in anything..otey besides those times in secondary school I ace in Arts. *lompatsukaria!*
- Science centre trip with kids!!!! *daBOMB*
- My short stint at seagate woodlands as a Manufacturing ninja turtle.. *muehehehehe*
- All my time spent at the various libraries studying…usually other subjects instead of school work *noty*
- Mornings with the 3 terrors!!! The good, the bad and the ugly..i mean the days never the kids ;) *chokesobsob*
Otey…scrolling up and down, I can see that there wasn’t anything to say about career except for my stint at seagate and only because i met the most colourful people there and there wasn’t anything to say about ‘the other half’. And I had to look through my journal to pick my highlights so I cheated. Highlights should just pop in your head! Instantly bring on extreme bouts of feelings and vivid memories, but in those two catergories I have *maybeunintentionally* purposely left out. It has always been confusing and of varied intense feelings, many a times very much felt in extreme; but all in the end mixed till it evens out to nothing. So here is to 2007!!!! Where my new year’s resolution is to still be my best in hopes that I won’t have to keep refering to the written to remind me of what is important in my life. and in order of importance will be....*drumrolls*
The responsible and fun-EST Mother to the 3 terrors.
The loved and loving Sister to all my siblings, yes I don’t care if I don’t share the same father with the other 4.
The loyal and dependable Friend to all whom regards me as one..yes, even those who turned foes :)
And last but not least….
I will work harder as I beckon my soul to come closer because I thirst so much of desire to BE.
So as Albert Einstein once said, there is two ways of living life – “One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” My wish for all is to have a blessed & prosperous *yeay!!forFREEWILL* New Year aye? And enjoy the holidays!!!!!!! of course the whole of 2007 even MORE.
Stay sane!!!
Jahatamyemeelea
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Inhale!
This is wrong! but am in need for a little quiet ‘den’ time. the head honcho has gone for another trip and so all the cats and dogs come out to plaaaaaaayyyyyyyy :D *crossesfingerssaysaprayerdungetcaughtblogging*
But I should really think about setting time aside to write regularly. And study! And to read! And to see my sorely missed friends! *blueek* Anywho, the terrors concert went great. Minor glitches were expected but thank god nothing that required me to rear forward my obstinate, uncouth *unglam* side on that day. I did get in and even got a seat! I clapped loudest of course when I saw each of the terrors perform and ordered a vcd of the concert for keepsakes. I was so proud of the children that day, all of them because as kids are, they are soooOooooo cute when trying their damnest to be perfectly just kids. No pictures though but thrust me when I say all of them were super cute. Just like when the soon to be 2 year olds had to do a fancy dress catwalk and there was a boy who dressed up as Superman. The music went on but Superman refused to go up stage *muahahahah* he was crying! The teacher of course dragged….ermm pulled on him on stage and when the beating of his heart synchronized with the thunderous applause, he steadied himself and amazingly went through the parade like the Superman he is.
The week came and went without making any impressions on my soul. Except for last Saturday when I picked the terrors up without any prior plans whatsoever in my head. In the end, since everyone was busy we trooped down to woodlala-land to chill in my room. But! The weather was working with me and it started to pour…I asked terror 1 to peek and proposed a walk in the rain. I knew they were forbided by their father to go anywhere in the rain but I knew it would be hard to resist and I had their trust to keep them safe so a minute later, all of us then put on our beat the rain gear and headed out the door. As long as there wasn’t thunder and lightning, it was a good day as any other to go for a walk. We sang “rain rain go away” but immensely enjoyed splashing in the puddles, we tasted the rain and all along the way I tried my best to answer all their questions. It ranged from explaining where does the rain come from, to telling a story to explain to the terrors that not all step mothers are evil ;) We went home only when the rain stopped and my soul for a minute suspended itself in heaven when terror 1 shouted to the skies, how this was the BEST day out ever! I herded all into the bathroom for a warm shower and we sang “bubble, bubble bath” courtesy of Barney till the only energy left was for dinner. It was close to 11pm when we got to Yishun and before you could say “tido!”….the 3 terrors were all sound asleep leaving me to continue the story of Despereux the mouse, my voice drowning amidst teeny snores.
Kids got to stay another night because school was closed. Someone died and as they say, someone else’s misfortune was my pot of gold. Had to borrow work clothes from my niece and it was another Monday at work. The other half was very sweet to pick me up from work and he drove me home. Bobby and shikino then helped me drive the 3 terrors back and after that we went to Tamps to shop at my cousins! She had a loadful of warehouse mango apparel to let go at cheap cheap prices and so shikino and me went bonkers trying on stuff and ended up blowing about 200 bucks. Mine was a total 8 pieces and damage was 56 bucks *phew* we drove to simpang bedok and had fantastic supper as food is always delicious when one is ravenous. Lagik best kalau adik yang bayar!!! Impressions don’t last and scuff marks need a lil bit more work to tease out, so that was my week…
Stay sane,
Amyemeelea *exhale*
But I should really think about setting time aside to write regularly. And study! And to read! And to see my sorely missed friends! *blueek* Anywho, the terrors concert went great. Minor glitches were expected but thank god nothing that required me to rear forward my obstinate, uncouth *unglam* side on that day. I did get in and even got a seat! I clapped loudest of course when I saw each of the terrors perform and ordered a vcd of the concert for keepsakes. I was so proud of the children that day, all of them because as kids are, they are soooOooooo cute when trying their damnest to be perfectly just kids. No pictures though but thrust me when I say all of them were super cute. Just like when the soon to be 2 year olds had to do a fancy dress catwalk and there was a boy who dressed up as Superman. The music went on but Superman refused to go up stage *muahahahah* he was crying! The teacher of course dragged….ermm pulled on him on stage and when the beating of his heart synchronized with the thunderous applause, he steadied himself and amazingly went through the parade like the Superman he is.
The week came and went without making any impressions on my soul. Except for last Saturday when I picked the terrors up without any prior plans whatsoever in my head. In the end, since everyone was busy we trooped down to woodlala-land to chill in my room. But! The weather was working with me and it started to pour…I asked terror 1 to peek and proposed a walk in the rain. I knew they were forbided by their father to go anywhere in the rain but I knew it would be hard to resist and I had their trust to keep them safe so a minute later, all of us then put on our beat the rain gear and headed out the door. As long as there wasn’t thunder and lightning, it was a good day as any other to go for a walk. We sang “rain rain go away” but immensely enjoyed splashing in the puddles, we tasted the rain and all along the way I tried my best to answer all their questions. It ranged from explaining where does the rain come from, to telling a story to explain to the terrors that not all step mothers are evil ;) We went home only when the rain stopped and my soul for a minute suspended itself in heaven when terror 1 shouted to the skies, how this was the BEST day out ever! I herded all into the bathroom for a warm shower and we sang “bubble, bubble bath” courtesy of Barney till the only energy left was for dinner. It was close to 11pm when we got to Yishun and before you could say “tido!”….the 3 terrors were all sound asleep leaving me to continue the story of Despereux the mouse, my voice drowning amidst teeny snores.
Kids got to stay another night because school was closed. Someone died and as they say, someone else’s misfortune was my pot of gold. Had to borrow work clothes from my niece and it was another Monday at work. The other half was very sweet to pick me up from work and he drove me home. Bobby and shikino then helped me drive the 3 terrors back and after that we went to Tamps to shop at my cousins! She had a loadful of warehouse mango apparel to let go at cheap cheap prices and so shikino and me went bonkers trying on stuff and ended up blowing about 200 bucks. Mine was a total 8 pieces and damage was 56 bucks *phew* we drove to simpang bedok and had fantastic supper as food is always delicious when one is ravenous. Lagik best kalau adik yang bayar!!! Impressions don’t last and scuff marks need a lil bit more work to tease out, so that was my week…
Stay sane,
Amyemeelea *exhale*
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Su mi ma sen....
"Sing For Absolution"
lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful
tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew
sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace
there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die
lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful
sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace
sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace
our wrongs remain unrectified
and our souls won't be exhumed
*argghhhhhhhh!!!* I want to go to the concert!!!!!!!!!!! Their concert! MUSE IS COMING TO SINGY!!!!!!! And aptly they’d be playing at fort canning. I can’t stop singing the above song since last night and my hands are itching mad to go dig for my sony clie *circadunnowhen* so that I can listen to this song over and over and over again. I remember the first time I heard the song ‘unintended’ and was so blown away that I still get heart palpitations whenever I listen to it. I don’t get much of a chance to listen to music because I prefer books to music. There isn’t much bands or music that I am really crazy to the point that I have, have to buy their album and all but I told myself that I must work on buying myself an mp3 soon or something :P MUSE! MUSE! MUSE!!!!!!!!!! *singingwithpenuhfeeling*
will soon be getting ready for the kids graduation concert of which I am not welcome to. Terror 1 spoke to me about it since last week and efforts to get information of how to get an invitation has eluded me like a scared rabbit who has lost its tail to some rabid disease. BUT! I know the kids are so proud of working so hard at the concert and they have asked me personally if I could come. So more calls, sneaking around and finally! I know they start at 1pm today. I’m just going to gatecrash and hope that I could take peeks. I just want to be there and congratulate all of them on a full year’s work of school. I don’t care if I have to wait till its all over, I don’t care if I will irk the hell out of him *andpartner*, I just don’t care. I just know that the terrors asked if I could come and I said yes. I just know that this means a lot to them and I just know that this is an important day for them. And I know the terrors will not understand why if I tell them I can’t get tickets because I am not recognised by the school as a parent. They will also not understand that probably their father doesn’t want me there too if I tell them that he did his damnest not to return any of my calls. Ditto when asked their grandmother who stuttered when asked pointblank what time is the concert today. I’m going to leave all that in the adult realm of things because today terror 1, 2 and 3 are graduating!!!!!! And all that matters to me is that I honor their invitation to be part of their big big day.
I already bought them small gifts to mark this day and I already promised myself to be on my best behaviour. Come what may!!! I’m just going to enjoy the feeling of being a proud parent of 3 terrors who will be singing and dancing their hearts out today. Excuse me while I get ready for the greatest concert ever….all the while singing for my absolution.
Overlooking the window,
amyemeelea
lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful
tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew
sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace
there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die
lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful
sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace
sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace
our wrongs remain unrectified
and our souls won't be exhumed
*argghhhhhhhh!!!* I want to go to the concert!!!!!!!!!!! Their concert! MUSE IS COMING TO SINGY!!!!!!! And aptly they’d be playing at fort canning. I can’t stop singing the above song since last night and my hands are itching mad to go dig for my sony clie *circadunnowhen* so that I can listen to this song over and over and over again. I remember the first time I heard the song ‘unintended’ and was so blown away that I still get heart palpitations whenever I listen to it. I don’t get much of a chance to listen to music because I prefer books to music. There isn’t much bands or music that I am really crazy to the point that I have, have to buy their album and all but I told myself that I must work on buying myself an mp3 soon or something :P MUSE! MUSE! MUSE!!!!!!!!!! *singingwithpenuhfeeling*
will soon be getting ready for the kids graduation concert of which I am not welcome to. Terror 1 spoke to me about it since last week and efforts to get information of how to get an invitation has eluded me like a scared rabbit who has lost its tail to some rabid disease. BUT! I know the kids are so proud of working so hard at the concert and they have asked me personally if I could come. So more calls, sneaking around and finally! I know they start at 1pm today. I’m just going to gatecrash and hope that I could take peeks. I just want to be there and congratulate all of them on a full year’s work of school. I don’t care if I have to wait till its all over, I don’t care if I will irk the hell out of him *andpartner*, I just don’t care. I just know that the terrors asked if I could come and I said yes. I just know that this means a lot to them and I just know that this is an important day for them. And I know the terrors will not understand why if I tell them I can’t get tickets because I am not recognised by the school as a parent. They will also not understand that probably their father doesn’t want me there too if I tell them that he did his damnest not to return any of my calls. Ditto when asked their grandmother who stuttered when asked pointblank what time is the concert today. I’m going to leave all that in the adult realm of things because today terror 1, 2 and 3 are graduating!!!!!! And all that matters to me is that I honor their invitation to be part of their big big day.
I already bought them small gifts to mark this day and I already promised myself to be on my best behaviour. Come what may!!! I’m just going to enjoy the feeling of being a proud parent of 3 terrors who will be singing and dancing their hearts out today. Excuse me while I get ready for the greatest concert ever….all the while singing for my absolution.
Overlooking the window,
amyemeelea
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