almost didn't make it...

Argument : moral values are to subjective concepts and we cannot always use these imprecise measures to define what is right or wrong.

True or false, yes or no? black or white or hey!! Its grey dar :P Do I really want to argue the above? Someone please S-L-A-P me!!! I am still stuck at the truth about altruism from years (3 yrs serious) back and its all going on a merry go round in my head. Would you rather be told bad news or good news or really prefer no news at all? *slapslapSLAP* oh! Now I remember…..

To welcome me back *again* and everyone most recent met and added ;) to my msn list, I have this simple recipe to share. Yes…me and recipes hehe (I am but a closet makcik), it was thought up impromtu and I do hope you guys would enjoy it as much as I did laughing over the name it was given while munching….

Buah pic tukang kasut aka peach cobbler (yang telah dirosakkan recipenyer dengan gua :D )

- tinned peaches (divide among yourselves) into bowls. You can use the leftover syrup in this but it was a tad too sweet and sourish ah for my taste so I drained them. Kept the juice for drinks maybe?
- milk, any type of milk. can be warm or cold (you decide or call a vote for it, democracy mah!) poured into bowl over the peaches. I like condensed milk and mixed with FULL cream milk!
- Hup Heng cream crackers as many as you want and crushed then topped over everything else….

TA- DAH!!! no baking, no nothing…..open and pour *yeay!* too bad I don’t have pics to add that I am a cooking genius! It feels good to be back *wavestoeveryone*

Stay sane,
amyemeelea

incognito...NOT!!!

i am undecided as to wipe out the past entries or not, then i thought...maybe i shouldn't think :P and ask someone ;) *justincaseandnotgetintotroublenomore*

i am having trouble editing or doing any significant changes to my blog and it sucks ah!!! yeah...i am technically challenged that way hehe and here, i had wanted to make reference to the use of ip addresses (i did a lil bit research on its use) but ho hum nanti it would seem like i was not letting 'it' down *gah!!* so instead i will focus on this latest entry....

*blank*

and i suddenly realised that i just lost whatever i had that i had prior to this! wait.......

- congrats naz and fandi for convincing good ole grandmum to care for baby alisya *ithinkthatshowitsspelt* the grand dame has been working for the last 16 years!! i'll see you soonest and smother the little princess i promise :)
- many, many hugs for shikino and booby *ooops* :P and thank you for making me feel cleanest ever, after last night at home (theirs) and also for making me feel very welcome. it feels good to be around family once in awhile
- a resounding 'chaak' to nyce aka shgp whose been missing in action probably *GULP* due to being the workoholic she is...you go girl!
- and well done to pausters! whose a lot more talented than i could ever be for the birth of yet another pretty pretty flippy blog hehe..and miss i owe an apology for not keeping up dates :) i'll try harder, i promish!!!!

oh! last but not least...i want to welcome me back!!!!!!!! *yeayyeayyeayyeay* and always pleased to have made that, yours and everyone's acquaintance :)

stay sane,
amyemeelea

ps: sesaper yang rajin tolong-tolonglah ehk ajar gua camner nak fiddle fiddle dengan blog nie *beamstaktaumalooo*

My glamourous exit…

I am amused. You are intrigued. But I am lost…what is your motive nie? Maybe I’ve been beating around the bush or going round in circles, even getting myself into trouble personally. It seems to me my presence does not bring positive effects on people rather it’s the same vicious cycle once again of famous infamous notoriety.

Chain of events at glance :-

1) someone tags shark ugly and liza bird brains on their respective tag boards on their respective blogs. They assume its me, nyce or poww because we have history.
2) Poww stands up for herself and informs me via sms about accusation. She cleared her name and got a public apology from liza.
3) Because I too didn’t do it so I went online and posted my two cents pertaining the issue exactly as to how another might have done or reacted to an accusation.
4) Issue is still not resolved because shark does not believe me and wants to see me in person.

So I re-read and analysed the whole brouhaha again and came to a conclusion.

1) if you are looking for an apology for all the things I said about you negative and positive in the past, online and offline please do accept my humblest apologies right here right now.
2) Whatever happened between liza and me is all in the past and I respect and understand your position as a good friend coming to her defense but I do not see a need for me to explain to you what went wrong.
3) If you think I hate you I do not.
4) If you think I want to challenge you I am not.
5) If you think in anyway I judge you specifically because you are liza’ s friend I do not but instead I sincerely think you are very sharp and it would have been fun to have a relationship somewhat. I admit I was selfish in doing so.

*sweepsweep *

In a single swoosh everything is to be swept under the carpet and what is not seen or talked about should not be mentioned ever again, just in case it goes Boo! And scares the shit pants out of you all hehe….

The above matter made me re-think of my purpose online (selfish ones…gua kan attention seeker) and after talking at length with the other half I have come to a decision to kill of jahat4ever as a persona online and offline permanently. Let its memories stay with me in my mind. With bittersweet regret for all that has happened and transpired and so sayonara, so long, ta-ta, goodbye to everyone online : ) it has been one hell of a ride and back!

Stay sane,
Jahat4ever