don't sweat the love songs...

ESPECIALLY if they belong to others :p



you know those nights you listen to the radio and then their dedications where your thoughts swirl about you and if you smoke, the sweet cloying smell of tobacco wafts up your nostrils and go poke-poke your brains and then you wonder...



you wonder and then wander...IF the are no big biting dogs in your neighbourhood that is *hehe*



le mew once wrote something along the lines of you learn your mistakes through the mistakes of others and then some who will go like how you learn with others bla bla bla...then there's still somemore who go, you are who you are....JOM! let's go diss and piss over the others >) ....bla bla bla...gosh...otey..i just realised the words don't roll off easy now because i am thinking about my packet of nasi lemak in my drawer. meant for breakfast but well oh well...



*continue ramble*


frivolous thoughts versus non frivolous-serious-you-can-learn-something-from-this-thinking...or for that matter these writings of mine. well~~~~~~~ for those who do get it and WANT to get it. I thank you many many *hugspowwsters* and if you do find me sniffing around your love songs, PLEASE don't hesitate to SHOO me away. Just pretend and think of me as just another radio listener out there who probably doesn't have an intresting love life such as yours :p



i guess moral of the story is or the whole point of this entry is......wait...MUST every story have and ending? a good ending? a proper ending? or an ending?!!! me digressing here.....moral of this entry IS *jeng jeng jeng*



"I don't sweat, I pespire!" *muahahah* i can see many going, " WHAT THA H#$$^&$%@#$&*( siak!" *makes peace sign*



powwsters - by taking the time and making the efforts to reply with songs, again you proved to be 'da -bombed' in the music department that is and not as in kena bomb by terrorist but now! i get to know more songs and they cured me of my sick affliction to that coldplay song! *yeay!!doesaflip* i am able to enjoy the song again and release my sordid affair with other peeples love songs. i'll concentrate on mine now. danke, das ist gut!!! *did i get that right?*



biks - i know i hold on to certain topics too long~~~~and will write more! i want to say i TRY to write more but then it doesn't hold as much conviction as 'I will". there is a question of also I don't want to make promises anyhow, wait i dosa because tak fufill! but i tell you this...i have every 'intention' to do the right thing and will stand by my main objective of 'keeping up with times and those who want to matter' via this blog.


this street is two way! NOT syaing that one-ways do not serve any purpose. everything HAS meaning! All happens for a reason...kan kan kan jonet kaaaaaaaan?~



and i leave you my LOVE song of the moment!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo- *ikeeeenleeeeeeeee*



ehk sorie ehk....i have to learn how to make pretty-pretty this blog-o-mine and do all those neat tricks with html ijit?!!!


stay sane,


jahatamyemeelea

mental wax vs ear wax...

In My Place

In my place, in my place,

Were lines that I couldn't change

I was lost, oh yeah.

I was lost, I was lost,

Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed,

I was lost, oh yeah.

And yeah, how long must you wait for it?

Yeah, how long must you pay for it?

Yeah, how long must you wait for it?

I was scared, I was scared,

Tired and under prepared,

But I wait for it.

And if you go, if you go,

Leave me down here on my own,

Then I'll wait for you, yeah.

Yeah, how long must you wait for it?

Yeah, how long must you pay for it?

Yeah, how long must you wait for it?

Oh for it

Sing it please, please, please,

Come back and sing to me,

To me, me.

- Coldplay, A Rush of Blood (2002)

I had mistaken this song with another song called clocks also by Coldplay. Then later I thought it was sang by Radiohead. It was only yesterday when I heard the song again, I knew exactly of its origins and because I have a sick affinity with the song, I googled for the above lyrics and got these. I like the song, it’s haunting and it’s sad. I mean it’s a fucking love song right? Basically, guy lost gal because he did something terribly wrong. Blamed it on being lost *don’tweall* then assuaged the guilt off by taking all the blame to hopefully have the gal forgive him and take him back. A bit later he reasoned that he was tired and not prepared *prrft* But the loop and pull to the song is in the repeated chorus. Where he asked how, how, how? It hints that this separation was mutual and still unresolved. And what about the huge ‘IF’ there at her leaving? So they haven’t broken up? They are on a-break *thinkepisodefriendsrachelandross* perhaps? Then you can’t also NOT wonder why the she must be waiting and paying for the separation? It was a matter that was beyond their control maybe? It’s Romeo and Juliet!!! *slapsforehead* Obviously the song is an open dialogue between two lovers and that he is reminding her to be strong and that he will be very patient till they can find the solution to their separation. He can’t help her maybe because if he could then why is he doing all the pleading and the whining? When one decides to wait and see *andthensingsome* doesn’t that mean, “Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn. BUT if you do come by this way for whatever reason, I’ll be more than happy to let’s pick up from where we have left and have some fun”. So isn’t this song a rah-rah-cheer-on-I-am-reminding-you-I’ll-be-here-now-and-forever-kinda-song? Very befitting a scene in Romeo and Juliet yes? *sigh* so tragic! So romantic! *sobsobsob* can feel all the blood rushing to my head now.

BUT what I am really truly interested in is WHAT could the reply to this song be?

stay sane,

jahatamyemeelea