first day at school..

i was there at school by 7pm last night and it is definately the best feeling in the world to be able to feel like a student again! (otey so i know this feeling will not last :P) i got my student card *hehe* and 'scanned' myself into class *smirk* taking seat second row from the whiteboard *lepak* in my head i was chanting 'latebloomers' over and over again to keep me from hyperventilating. that was how jumpy i was for class yesterday.

*inbeiklinadmode* class was good..i like it and am definately going back again tonight :P on a serious mode. i did a lot of scribbling while out of action and thought i could share with you guys snatches of it :)

hitam kepulan darah bergelumang aku dalam kesal

berputar dunia tanpa walaupun sedikit cahaya nur iman

rintihan belas kasihan berbalas-balas tiada yang menyahut

aku terkapai mencari pegangan dalam meraung bebinggungan

resah dan batinku pilu dalam kesedaran

dalam celik tak dapat jiwaku nafikan tanpa

cahaya nur menjadi pengajaran duniaku akan tetap berulang

berputar gelap dalam kesedihan

tiada yang dapatku ulang menahan kesakitan tapi

ku pohon belas kasihan

tiap titik darah hitam mengalir aku kembali mengerti

balasan sekecil resah dan tumpahan darah mengalir

tidak akan bisa setimpal mengubati kegelapan yang aku akan alami

hangat pelukkan nur iman aku dahagakan

mungkinkah dapat aku merasakan panas pelukkan itu

atau nanti sejuk gumpalan daging mati menjadi hati

so there! i cant't translate it directly to english *yet* but now that's OFF my chest :P~ *heh*

stay sane,

amyemeelea