"the perfect has no need of the other, but weakness has, for it seeks support and does not confront its partner with anything that might force him into inferior position and even humiliate him." - C G Jung in The Undiscovered Self..
so now you understand why i do not put up my arms easily to painful jibes and uncomfortable situations? ;) because i know what you want and need. why should i be the one to give it to you? i reserve my right to say NO :D
work has been great! 3 weeks into the job and recently confirmed i do not have much bad or negative things to say. although it hasn't been all good vibes naturally, i will be patient and reserve my vile lashings till the bad stuff *coughpersoncough* confirms through many many repeat incidents and breathe fire. although, i am not taking these small incidents and slights to be personal, i am going to keep them in mind and make them transparent to 'cover my ass for future'. sorry gal...life is a bitch and you have just met daMUTHERBIATCH herself so be wary otey....
one does not shred her mistakes and not own up to her mistakes without ulterior motives. one does not ask to 'retract and delete' an ALREADY SENT email to a superior if she does not fear! and one could not be SO clever and bright if she ASKS for email to be retracted and deleted with comments, "what did you send so big an attachment 8kb? i can't seem to open it? you cc'ed boss oso? next time things like these you do not have to copy to her ok?" well oh well.....thanks babe, you just made me even more wary and will from today onwards not just copy but blind copy every email between us because there is A NEED be *muahahaha*
sometimes its the things you do, maybe the things you say and most of the time it is all that is unspoken that does it for me. heavily guided by intuition; i must say i am one of those but to the rest i believe, evidence of proof is still very much needed. reading in between the lines is my speciality but i am still very rational and logical. learnt that assumptions are not very productive and the is nothing like reason being backed up by hard evidence. just that my own absolute certainty brings its own evidence and has no need for anthropomorphic proofs....*keep the faith \m/*
see you gals tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stay sane,
jahatamyemeelea
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