birthday celebrations started way early but i was being blase about. save for bits of excitement that bubbled up sporadically since new year 2011. i was haggling with myself about resolutions even when i gave up the idea of having any for quite sometime *hehehe* but the fire puja did what it was intended for, i do feel more free.
so the cartons are at home in the midst of being filled and then i'm in the middle of an audit at work *bleargh* the night before birthday was a meeting night and ended up in the office till 10pm. IT FEELS LIKE beginnings are running towards me at the speed of a bullet TRAIN and i.can.just.about.COMBUST.
*faint*
i forgot how it feels to be working hard and playing harder. i went to have a quick look at the new place in woodslalaland. finally, a birthday wish come true and have a hole in the wall to call my own. roomie (housie?) turned out to be way cool and very independant. you can't fault a 21 year old gal who has her own crash pad. it took me about 2 hours to get 'home' via bus but it was during peak hours so serve me right for staying till late at the office. i have a sun and a moon in the room, a single bed that has a pull out so i can sleep top and bottom if i so desire but more so for the terrors when they sleep over. yeah so i have to travel to the bathroom but so far the other 2 rooms is still empty. it be just ms. housie and me. sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet. it looks very much like the study room it used to be but my desk and the dressing table will fit right in. not so sure how the purple boudoir look will be able to fit but i'll make do. maybe add a few glow in the dark stars for some effect hehehe
its work and more packing tomorrow but i'll have the terrors help me out. they'd like the fact that the place is still fairly close. we have an oven and a huge living room. i do't know where i'd put ALL my books though and the house needs some time to be lived in.
birthday so far has been a balst and i LOVE all my presents. overload from karna who did nothing but shopped for me on his last trip. i got many things yindian! *haha* but somehow the melancholic streak in me still tugs :) maybe its the news that there is a 13th zodiac lurking somewhere out there that makes me a sagitarius instead of a capricock :p first things first, get my butt over the new place and try to settle in as much as i can then its another birthday round to the land of the shadows. afterwhich i really need to take time and be still. we spoke about moving away and completely detaching ourselves from the 'unimportant' and slowly the fact that we all do move away and some to never come back rings more honest.i like that and would like to make a stop only to be in moments i want to stay in. even momentarily before moving on forward again. time doesn't move backwards right? yet it does in the fallible human mind.
have i changed or did everything else left me behind? why does illuminati (add.com later) spelled backwards lead to the NSA website???? *hurhurhur* now its invite mr. sandman and to sniff old laundry to sleep *bliss* dream of purple boudirs and of maharani sarees :D not to forget a proper hike up the mountains to see the plains of java. i don't think i have CARGO PANTS *gasp* but bikini i have a few wooooooots! please God. make me STILL.
stay sane,
j.amyemeelea
ps: a year older and they all say its just a number but what a start to doubles it IS. you can't cry hard enough but one can stop and stay still if will and wit so desires. hello den and HELLO karna's SWAMP DEN :D
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