I went to my cousin’s wedding last night, it wasn’t technically her wedding yet as its actually today that she’s getting married or has she gone through the solemnisation ceremony earlier or what? Well, I’m just glad I managed to squeeze in a bit of time and congratulate her myself yesterday. She was taking pictures on the dais and I just walked up to her to congratulate her and tell her that I can’t be present for her wedding reception tomorrow (and it doesn’t mean I love her less) but I promised to get her a real cool wedding gift. I told her she looked pretty and I’m being biased here *heh* and I could sense in her eyes the fear of uncertainities :P I was brought back to my wedding and yes it was intimidating for suddenly I was mrs somebody. All that responsibilties sure can weigh down a someone including make you look drab and listless.
Everyone (the rest of my siblings) and most of my cousins were there too and I had fun talking (gossiping) and ended up terrorising the young ones. It felt like I was there but yet not there at some point because I found myself laughing and then crying (almost) the next minute and all the while I was fliting around like a moth, hugging and kissing family whom I haven’t met in awhile. I regret not eating man! All because they served ‘tulang’…you know..’barbarian soup’ and I didn’t want to look oh so unglam hehe that I didn’t feel like eating anything (I haven’t done laundry thanks to the wet wet wet weather). Then it hit me on the way back, I found myself asking nobody in particular, “can a relationship work between two people who both decide to do away with physical attraction to each other?” So I took the subject back to cylernkilla to hear what he would have to say about it.
He said it was possible if they’ve been friends for a very long time and if it was a mutual agreement then why wouldn’t it last? So my thoughts ended just there. So much for a guy’s perspective huh? :D still feeling unsatiated I asked nyatangel for her opinion and even if it sounded ridiculous she answered me objectively and said that personally she won’t even agree to a relationship based on such terms. Why would anyone of the right mind do that?!!! But as with any other kind of relationships, ‘it’ has to start from somewhere and who knows where ‘it’ would lead us. What the end (we live, we die..what’s new?) is going to be and we all hope…hope for the best!
Well, I didn’t tell my cousin (or anybody else at the wedding) truly how I thought she looked last night and I thank god she was too busy smiling for the camera and batting her eyelashes at the other half to pay attention to anyone or anything else hehe…but of course I wish her all the happiness in the world and to live happily ever after but OF COURSE!!! You don’t really think I am such an evil person right?! Maybe I would if she’s reads this and then ask me later :D
Stay sane,
Jahat
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